pinkcrazie

2010-10-08T03:15:00.002+08:00

Haven't been really updating for days :/

Work was fine today because it was pretty slack. Even had a break & I accompanied Brina for a haircut and passed her the cards,managed to catch up a little with her. :) Excited for the steamboat, it'll be our final meet up with the two whom will be sitting for the big A.

I'm losing all my friends to A levels :(.

I'm going to collect my culinary uniform with the guys tomorrow! Wonder what will it look like & have cell outing ( again! :) in the evening. I look forward to them man, love the games & fun as well as fellowship, always!

I don't want school to start. Hate going back to the lifestyle where I see many unfamiliar faces in Tp & having to wake up at an ungodly hour in the morning, taking 1.5 hours to reach school. That sucks big time.

On a lighter note, I love life these days.

430 is my usual time that I'll leave house. The day starts with my favorite tv programmes, hk dramas and I'll reach home at 12-2 on average days. I miss my family though.

Feels like a long time since I sat down and have a good dinner with them though that is usually done on our Sundays, I hardly see them at home or rather I am unable to because they are usually asleep. Feel kind of bad, shall try spending more time with them next week, at least try and reach home at 10 :) My goal. As well as spend some time with God!

2010-09-22T08:21:00.000+08:00

No longer going to blog here; I moved!

beliciaa.blogspot.com

2010-09-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

Today was quite a waste of time :(

Sad but I'll make up for it tomorrow, going to hit town with Adeline before meeting the other two at amk :)

I don't know what i do for my holidays, its like i am starting to feel a little bored already but i definitely prefer this lifestyle compared to my school days.

I am such a fickle bitch! HAHA.

Anyway, the internet is such a bitch. There is no hosting webs which can accomodate my photos. This is damn sickening man.

Will put up my new link tomorrow!

I hope that the following Sunday after this will be a free one for me so i can have dinner with the Bcm people and probably we can have pizza at Timbre or some sort?

I kind of miss Serene's presence, saw her video on facebook and i can't believe she's really over at Philippines! I shall go there next year for a mission trip, my annual trip there.

On a random note, Tim is such a nice friend. I hope you enjoy your trip dude! Envious much :)

Sunday's cool knowing there won't be monday blues

2010-09-20T01:20:00.008+08:00

Guys
Aaron acting like some receptionist
Caleb and Nic
Acting like the Expendables
Narnia!

Aaron

Lynn!
Cherilynn!
Audrey!

Raymond and Elson!
Cell Group <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_gxMo4SUmH0c/TJZHOlst0hI/AAAAAAAAKzY/qdg2qWMdwJo/s1600/P1060022_2.JPG">The birthday boy(s)
Cheers
Nicholas trying to pull off a stunt like climbing the tree.
Had a great Sunday today :>

Service as usual and celebration for the two birthday boys after that. Nice time spent fellowshiping with the people and i <3>

Left for the usual dinner with Daddy and Sisty at Thai food and i ate till i was extremely full, like exploding kind of full.

Decided to go out because 8pm was way too early for home sweet home man! Met the guys for a movie at Bugis and we caught Devil at Dhoby Ghaut :)

Had a good time with them, they seriously are quite lame but its rather hilarious. I was quite freaked out during the show though :/

Damn and i just maxed out my blogger usage for photos, thanks alot seriously. What do i do now? Can someone please give me some advice. Thanks.

Heartland lights

2010-09-18T23:52:00.010+08:00

:)
Me and Riley!
He's such a sweet heart!

Me and Betty.

I think this is so cute, like in ancient time. Cai Deng Mi
Goodie Bags!
Red Lanterns, so oriental.
Failed Bokeh
:>
Festive Season with a crowd
Lanterns lined along the roads
Omgness i just realised i wore the exact thing on Mid-Autumn Festival last year!
Michelle j's birthday!

The Greedy(s) in action.
The Cell.
Pinhole Mode
Joash
Sisty
Black and White is total LOVE man.
Colors

City Hall trip by myself was quite a failure.

In less than 15 minutes i got bored and i had to find someone to kill my boredom. I know that was epic fail. So pathetic!

Its alright, i will give it one more shot sooner or later. When i do not have a spinning headache and feel so tired.

I want to visit the Singapore art musuem and Toy Musuem :)

That will be so cool.

I learnt a lesson today; do not pass judgement upon people too quickly.

I am super capable of that i know. Bitchy much.

Was taking the train today and there was this priority seat in front of me so i was considering if i should take the seat and before i could come to a decision, there was this woman (auntie) who rushed there and sat, plop right unto the seat. Of course, i would have no opinions about that but i was immediately thinking as usual, one of those stupid kiasu aunties.

But i was WRONG!

The next stop came and there was this couple who walked in and the woman was pregnant. And she immediately left the seat and gave it up to the lady. I was so impressed, it was seriously instantaneous. Like Wow i was absolutely wrong about her.

Than when there was a seat beside the pregnant woman, she let it up to the lady's husband because she was getting out at the next stop :)

Nice day when i finally realised that not all Singaporeans are bloody selfish and no culture and sickening. Good insight that opened my eyes to the country i kind of dislike. Ok, don't nag. I belong to Singapore. Yes yes i know that.

Mid Autumn festival was great, breathed in the festive season and felt like really like nice. Been so long since i felt that way. Just strolling down the streets absorbing the air of the season :> Love it. Fresh, brand new.

2010-09-17T21:34:00.007+08:00

I love my new pair of earrings, they are damn cute!
MonoChrome <3And some camwhore shots of myself.

Marche

Random

The streets of Singapore.
The unique structure
And this one which was like plop right smack in the middle of orchard road.

Music is the remedy.

Was never into it but recently whenever i feel upset or pissed or lonely, i seem to seek solace in it alot more and i feel so much better. Surprisingly, the moment i plugged in my earpiece, i felt so much better. Perhaps its the melody or the lyrics. I don't know but yeah. Bad day. Awful, but well, much better now with my mac and ipod, my new best friends.

Step Up 3 was awesome! Nice show with a great storyline and i loved how everything fell into place. The movie always makes you go crazy about dance and feel super hyped up that you want to sign yourself up with dance classes immediately. :)

Anyway, life is pretty good for now. I love the holidays and i hope that it will never end. Please stay this way. I wish.

I have lots to do. Had better get started with my blogshop and complete the orders on hand. Thank you for your patience! I will get it done ASAP. I promise!

Tomorrow will be good. Because i am going for my dad's cell gathering, its some moon cake festival and i hope that i can take some pretty photos. Sorry if i am overly excited about it but i seriously need to find interesting stuff to do in order to keep me enthusiastic about life.

Was telling Sx and Brina over dinner that i wish to sit at Starbucks with a storybook and a cup of coffee with my ipod, that would be nice. Thats what they do in Europe all day. And people can spend hours people-watching according to a friend. I call that a lifestyle.

Wish i can experience a day in Europe just doing that, that would be an amazing experience.

I think i just learnt something new on the camera, Awesome <3

Hi there.

2010-09-17T00:35:00.005+08:00

My lousy phone and itouch.
Watch.
Ring.
Flower.
My mac.
Cameras.
The new addition to the family.
Polaroid which flash is spoilt.
And my favorite hello kitty pouches from the flea to house the cameras!

Nine Random Things :>

I was really bored so i decided to randomly shoot some items at home. Yes tell me how free am i. I think i am really growing fat. I am not the typical girl that whines about how much excess lard i have on my body but i am so upset because i have been growing fatter for no reason at all which sucks.

Sad.

On a side note, I am heading to town to catch Step-Up tomorrow. I know i am extremely slow but i haven't been able to fork out the time :(

Now i do, feel so liberated.

Work was stupid, headed down for an hour and it was over. Wasted my time and sacrificed my precious sleep. But i enjoyed dinner with the girls over Astons and Strawberry Shortcake Mcflurry. Awesome. Ice cream makes me feel super high!

Pictures Galore, as promised :)

2010-09-15T22:54:00.009+08:00

Layered.

Trees within the seas

The photos from here are taken by Brina!

She's a great photographer!
Now you get what i mean? :)

I love the photos, hope you enjoyed it too.

Am going to send my mum off in 3 hours and i am going to work for a few hours tomorrow strating at 10am, tell me how should i survive through the day. Thankful that there is no more school for now! I am a happy bitch.

Am going to meet Gffs tomorrow, excited much!

I am so excited for my next photography trip, I am going to visit MBS!

I hate my workplace. It's a shitified place for dogs, not me though. The only way to survive is to face everything with a smile, suck up and be a hypocrite there where gossip mongers have nothing better to do besides whiling their time away through talking behind others back. Thats the reality of the working world for you :)

2010-09-15T02:44:00.003+08:00

We will miss you babe!

The Big Exams are over and i ought to feel happy but i don't because i kind of screwed up but anyway, whatever it may be. It's over :)

I need the joy joy joy.

Its 3am and i am feeling super starved, like i haven't eaten for years.

Dreading work as its going to be tiring and sickening with annoying people around. Agree with Raylene, working in Taka sucks big time. The people are full of shit.

Caught Going the Distance today, its super amazing. Please be sure to catch it if you are a sucker for love flicks and will go gaga over romance. It's about a long D relationship as usual but its really rather hilarious and i enjoyed it! I am a total sucker for such films.

Headed to Tim's to chill out after the show :)

I am not going to put pictures up tonight as i am feeling extremely tired.

Tomorrow or the day after, i promise to upload my Holga photos, be excited and anticipate it!

2010-09-13T13:25:00.003+08:00

I just caught this hk show which i am seriously into and i really love it, its a simple show about some horoscopes intertwined with love. It really makes me feel like super into the show and i don't know why! Twinkle is gorgeous and i am beginning to like this cute small-eyed guy :)

Alright sounds pretty retarded to blog about this but yes, if you happen to want to know its called Stupid Cupid or the other way around.

And i just read L's blog, i want to travel the world too, envious much. Glad you're having fun in Europe, at least it seems like it. Your photos make me wish that i can travel so so much! I MUST TRAVEL AT THE END OF THE YEAR.

I know how much i am so into travelling though i haven't been to many countries but its definitely something i want to do when i am able to, i am going to make sure it becomes part of my lifestyle. So glad for mummy, she's heading to Japan with her friends on Thursday, on a holiday. I am sure it'll be enjoyable!

Alright what am i doing here when i have an exam in 25 hours time?

Going to blog about random stuff from now, because i want to look back 10 years down the road and laugh at my thoughts and my silly moments.

Picture Perfect Moments

2010-09-12T23:54:00.007+08:00

Polaroid madness.

The birthday queen
Candies; I wish i live in the midst of them
greennn
blueee- don't ask me what's with the cheena words
sunset

A :)
B :)
J :)
The photographer.
Flower.

Totally heart this photo.
S & J.

Sunny island.

I can't wait to get over tomorrow's paper and from that second i'll be free, thanks.

Serene's leaving tomorrow :( Will miss her crazy moments that has brought us much fun and laughter but still, she's leaving for a greater cause, so i suppose we should feel happy instead of sad for her. But everyone is leaving Singapore which makes me feel quite upset being stuck in this puny country, which can lead me nowhere.

Anywhere, take care babe, don't be too sad! We'll miss you.

What should i do during this month?

I am seriously going to start thinking about that. I think i am a sloth, i am so lazy and i would just while my time away though i know nothing good will come out of it. I hate this part of me whereby somewhere deep down i know I've got to do something but i just refuse to. Omg, and yes my blogshop. I know i have to start completing orders but i haven't. So damn irresponsible yes i know but i will and i must, right after tuesday alright sweeties?

I am so excited to get my Holga Photos which i will receive on Thursday, i hope it'll turn out fine or I'll be extremely disappointed. Though its my first try, seriously. Wondering what this month holds for me, but it'll be interesting. Definite.

And to all my friends who are preparing for the shit 'A's, Good luck to you & don't be overly stressed out. :)

LB is awesome shitzx.

2010-09-12T02:16:00.007+08:00

Jeanette and Sixuan
Hazelnut chocolate <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_gxMo4SUmH0c/TIvVJCE8NaI/AAAAAAAAKkM/78INE-T_tZk/s1600/P1040972.JPG">flea flea flea

Nette

Beautiful day with amazing photographs <3

Amazing is actually an understatement. Met my gffs to celebrate our dear girl's birthday at Sentosa today.

Objective: Take as many beautiful pictures as possible! Accomplished.

The entire day was enjoyable and i really love and treasure them a whole lot.

Met Jeanette for the flea and to get a small present for the birthday girl. I collected my Holga 135BC before that, its cute but rather plain looking :) I am so freaking excited for the pictures because I'll be getting them soon and i am sure they will turn out nice, i hope.

Caught up with Jeanette, its really cool how we can not meet each other 1 on 1 before but not run out of things to say. I love it! Tried this ice-cream without milk called Vegan too, hazelnut chocolate is absolutely awesome. Tastes like Nutella without fat, bet many girls will love it.

Met the rest and proceeded for out mini photoshoot which was quite a success i would say. Crazy spam of 40 over polariods in total i suppose, yes. We are insane and we had like 2 Holgas,1 mini vista, 1 Lomo camera, 1 Instax, 1 Diana and 2 Big Instax cameras plus my Lumix.

9 in total.

Insanity.

Had dinner at Marche followed by chilling at Yishun's macs. Many many loves for today! I am so happy.

2010-09-10T03:11:00.002+08:00

I'm going to blog more often as of now!

Feel like getting back into the blogging mood because the holidays are coming and i am so free :)

My Hugo Boss Bazaar job got cancelled and there goes my $300 over worth of income, sad to say but i hope i can find some meaningful things to do.

AND AND AND

I finally signed up for my BTT after months of delay. It's on the 31th October and i am so excited because that means i am one step closer to driving.

Catching Going the Distance next week after my final paper. Can't wait man. <3

I don't know what else to say now due to the uber long break from blogging, sadly. And i am really excited for Si Xuan's birthday on Saturday because we're going to take some awesome photos and of course,celebrate her birthday! Cool stuff.

Thats all for now, stay tuned people! :)

Welcome back to life :)

2010-09-09T01:07:00.003+08:00

Been feeling like i have got no life for the past few days due to exams, i didn't manage to study much but i was really tired from sleeping for 6 hours a day! And having to wake up at 7 every day is tough for a sleepy head like me.

Going to do a mini update on my life.

Caught Vampires Suck on Saturday and it was total crap. Apart from a couple of jokes made, there was no storyline, nothing. I felt like i wasted my money and time which could have been spent on better things.

Sunday at east coast park was wasted besides Serene's farewell. When we arrived, the service had ended so we headed for lunch! Cycling followed thereafter but i enjoyed that part, been so long so i have been there and done that. Had the "Surprise for Serene's farewell" after that and i hope she enjoyed herself though it was not-so-successful.

Its the company that matters <3

Have a good trip babe, we'll keep you in our prayers!

Papers aside, met up with my lovely gffs yesterday & we had a great htht. Didn't study much in the end but it was worthwhile. Enjoy every minute spent with them and for the millionth time,

its amazing how we can never run out of words to say. So was last friday when i met up with them, talk talk talk. Love my girlies.

And Happy birthday Sixuan! :)

Celebrating her birthday on Saturday, i am so excited for it. ABSOLUTELY.

2010-09-04T15:56:00.002+08:00

Finally LAUNCHED!

Please give your support babes and hunks thank you all <3333

http://thepaperpatch.livejournal.com/

2010-09-04T01:29:00.001+08:00

Freak man seriously my life is screwed just when i wanted to launch photobucket just had to die on me thanks lots spoilt my mood. freak man

2010-09-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

Omgoshness i am feeling so nervous because i am launching my blogshop selling notebooks by tonight!!!! Shit man stay tune.

2010-08-29T01:46:00.014+08:00

The bachelorette

I ought to update but i am feeling so lazy.

And i just realised that i do have a major issue with the photos. They are so tiny! I don't know why is it like that nor how to resize it. Makes me super :(

Whatever. Let me get down to the happenings.

Lynn Bachelorette's Party today, was fine i guess :)

But i was a little disappointed because i was totally anticipating Timber's Pizza but we ended up eating some chicken chop @ Settlers Cafe at SMU & i saw Adeline, such a small world. But its wasn't that bad i guess though we did not have time to play board games.

Headed over to CHIJMES

To say i am not pissed would be a lie but whatever. I can't be bothered anymore, its like what more can i say & i feel like i wasted my ideas and whatsoever.

Nvm. It's not about friendship but talking about money always spoils friendships right. What's new.

Peng's Legal Partye

2010-08-26T00:43:00.008+08:00

Final shot
The three musketeers
Penguin!!
Group Maties
Same for them
My beloved classie !
Nice, half done pyramid.

LRM maties
the guys
and girls
and a couple of random shots
Najib, Peng and Kaiyuan
Poly friends!
Groupie for FEM & AM.
Excited for the bomb? Nahs, too explicit :D
Bryan, my classmate to be!
Cake.
Mahjong? A game i can never master
I love the flames!
The muscle man gulping the mixture of salt, syrup and coffe down
Girlies!
Jovy, my bimbo friend
Jacc, my old time friend
Simin, my new found friend
Jacc, Jovy, Me and Simin!

The pyramid
Nice shot!
Myself,Sharon, Celest and Jacc

It was somewhat fabulous :)

Notice we're all in red, thats the color code for the day.

I want my birthday party to be like this when i turn 21, with a huge space where all my friends are invited and there can be socialising between them as well as hire a DJ to hype up the entire atmosphere and play interactive games to bond the various groups of people together. Thats the fun of the whole party, it makes up the main thing i guess.

Besides that were the usuals you'd find yourself doing in a chalet, Mahjong, BBQ, Card games and such. But i enjoyed the part with the DJs hosting the games, cool stuff.

Was not as bad as i expected it to turn out, anyway Friday's appreciation night is coming. Excited much and Shopping trip with Jovy and Jacc to CP soon, after exams & working at Hugo Boss with Jacc. Yay, exams exams please pass as quickly as possible.

Happy birthday Peng, no more being a small boy! :)

On a side note, i've added another country to visit to my list of must-go. MADRID.

Omgoshness, its really awesome shitz man. Its the capital of Spain and the place is simply amazingly resplendent. The monuments are something that i don't want to miss, absolutely awesome. Bars,restaurants and pubs seem to spice up the nightlife there.

2010-08-23T23:43:00.002+08:00

Having a full MacDonald's meal at such an ungodly hour is sinful but i just did it, supper after work was ultimate satisfaction, a tad better than sushi.

Was real pissed today, i seriously detest certain types of people and there's this particular annoyance with this single woman.

Thw working world is seriously a place where morales are compromised as people allow hypocrisy to get the better of them. Sometimes, its not by choice but it simply becomes a skill of survival. Its like, being blatant and frank without trying to be pretentious or superficial will just lead to your demise.

I just witness right in front of my eyes the meaning of turning behind one's back. Its like how can people be so immerse in gossiping about someone and when the person's back, revert to angels or should i say, turn into angels and suck up to the person? Ridiculous.

Can't be bothered.

On a sideline, i have a dream. I want to travel the world. Countries that i must must must visit are;

1. Maldives

2.Venice

3. Dubai

4. Milan

5. Rome

6. London

7. UK

8. Bali

9. Hawaii

Updates about my life.

2010-08-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

Keith and Raylene

A few weeks back when we randomly called him up and went to his house to use the paper cutter :)

Kind of forgot what have been happening this couple of weeks but life has been alright i guess besides the fact that exams are coming in 2 weeks which = a huge sigh. Simply because i haven't started studying for any single subject at all and i want to push my GPA up to a 3.4 at least this semester.

This week is going to be jam packed with activities!

Monday-Work work work

Tuesday- Study w _.

Wednesday-Birthday party!

Thursday- Meet up with girlfriends/ study w whoever?

Friday- TAS appreciation night

Saturday- L's Bachelorette night

Sunday- Church

am very excited for the week.

2010-08-20T11:01:00.003+08:00

YAY Omgness.

We got an A for FEM. I didn't think it was possible but we did it plus A for ILR, C+ :(( for AM.

Nice, very nice. This is seriously the first semester that i got an A for projects and i think we deserve much better than a C+ for AM. Damn it. But i am super contented, thank GOD!

Studying with Adeline and Keith was good. At Mummy's cafe and i managed to cover some Am topics:) Glad everything was alright and it didn't turn out awkward but even quite interesting. Had a htht with Adel after that, very nice since its been a long time since we talked so much! I'll be here for you babe, don't give up !:)

Some amazing photos from Cambodia

2010-08-15T22:21:00.015+08:00

Omgs.

I didn't know that i visited one of the seven wonders; Angkor Wat. I didn't believe man, didn't even know that Cambodia house one of the wonders.

HAHAHA.

Anyway this is going to be a pretty busy week for me :/ ? :)

CAMBODIA~

2010-08-14T00:41:00.002+08:00

IT WAS GREAT.

First day's breakfast and lunch was crap but things got better by the day. Visitation to the orphanage was good but we only went on the first two days and the next two were dedicated to sightseeing and shopping, my favorite activity :)

The food and accommodation was better by the day and the last two dinners were buffet style and lunch was 7-8 course and yummy asian food.

Night time was spent playing polar bear games in the guys room with some other new friends and we had quite a fair bit of fun there plus games like go-back-jump! On the coach and over dinner, fun fun but the last two nights were pretty tiring so we rested early and the third night we had drinks at club street with the entire course plus Htm, it was fine i guess but the drinks were damn cheap, a cocktail for like 3.5-4 USD? Beer was even cheaper. Played some froggy games over the table and all.

I love the photos we took during sightseeing at the temples and all but they're with tim! It's really beautiful, a new experience, a new place crossed off my list of places to travel.

The trip totally ruled out my idea of Cambodia as a land mine, dirty, smelly and dangerous place but its rather clean and nice :)

I think i am pretty much a happy girl this year because there has been lots of travelling for me this year, though it isn't much of the glamed up and stunning places i visited but i guess i am so thankful i am able to travel, it gives me new insights and i get to discover new stuff.

Places i went this year;

1. The Philippines

2. Taiwan

3. Malaysia (KL)

4. Batam

5. Cambodia

Of which two are places which are my first and i think i'm travelling at the end of the year again! Yipee!

2010-08-06T00:34:00.004+08:00

old school

Damn have so busy the past few days that i almost forgot what it feels like to breathe.

But of course, its all worthwhile when the stuff i am doing is meaningful!

Met up with my favorite girls this week but Brina couldn't come due to exams stress, we had wanted to go for kbox initially but changed our plans thanks to Sixuan who was like super late. Had JustAcia instead and we managed to catch up finally, it seems like eons though it was just a week that i last saw them. We can seriously talk about anything under the sun. :)

Lunch with my lovely cell members (girls) at Sakae Sushi, yes again to sushi ! Had our fill it is really amazing how we are able to eat that much and i think none of us are oversized or somewhat. Had chawan mushi, tonnes of sushi, fried stuff,sashimi and dessert. I was absolutely bloated. But i love the fellowship we have!! Thank God for awesome cell mates man, i love you girlies! And i know one thing we discovered for sure, we are all extroverts. Imagine 4 noisy girls at Sakae. Laughter and talking is the best medicine for boredom.

I know i am pretty oblivious to certain things at times.

Anyway i have a list of 10000 things to be done and i am at item no. 0?

According to priority,

# Catch Inception ( i know i am totally laggy but i just couln't find time )

# Get braces done

# Start getting my driving signed up

# Prepare for Cambodia on Sunday!

Dang.

2010-08-01T23:56:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Nicholas :)

Long week, fish and co. skinny pizza and Ritz Carlton. <3

2010-07-31T03:05:00.003+08:00

FOP!! A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.

Don Moen was really great & Planet Shakers was not too bad either. The atmosphere of praise was really high and i think everyone enjoyed themselves a lot!

I think people who try too hard just have got to get a life.

Sorry but i just wish that people can be themselves and just do what they please and not live a life to impress nor get into the good books of people, neither to look too much into the way people look at them.

The best thing to do is to be yourself, do as you please. Sounds self-centered but whats the point of living for others when you should be living for yourself.

I am not saying this out of over confidence but i am seriously the kind who wish that people live a happy life & what matters most is how they feel about themselves.

Random but major problem for myself; i am an escapist and i know it. Especially when i face things i don't wish to solve. And i know i know it i should stop being so judgemental. Yes i do know it.

Supper at Macs was cool stuff. And tomorrow will just get better!

2010-07-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

Mundane life.

I don't like things mediocre nor mundane nor uninteresting but my life is pretty much that way i feel. I need some spice in life, something to keep me going. Something exciting which gives me the kick in doing things. Need some energy and vibrancy getting in here.

Was just thinking randomly, what would i have achieved in the next 20 years and where would i be? I want to do somehing extraordinary and out of the box and not just study, work, set up a family and wait-to-die. Thats like what most humans do anyway but i am not going to while my life away just like that. Have to start getting motivated about things that when i look back, i'll know that i've lived it well.

So i want to start participating in events, getting some vibes, making my life more meaningful. And of course serve God while i am young, be enthusiastic and set up my business when i am a little older. Life.

On a side kick, i am so excited about FOP on Friday because i just know it has got to be amazing, just like every other year i mustn't miss it man! :)

Little things like that get me really pumped up and energized, this weekend will be pretty interesting, updates coming soon.

Youth Alive's 19th

2010-07-25T22:47:00.015+08:00

2am dessert bar

The celebration was great!

The skit was good and i think the committee and actors did an amazing job. Sermon was different as well & i enjoyed it. The cake was yummy yum.

Sixuan and Brina came along & i sure hope that you guys enjoyed yourselves!

Dinner with the two girls & Nicholas was awesome. Had some simple food at s11 but i love to caught up with my wonderful friends <3>

Had some random chats & there was this really annoying china boy who kept shouting loudly and acting like some punk. He's only nine but he is so irritating. Initially it was okay, he was just attracting our attention by saying some lame stuff but as time passed it really got on our nerves. C, seriously.

I am so anticipating this week! I mean, its going to be so packed & thats just fab. Thursday to Sunday is completely filled already. I can't wait :)

2010-07-24T23:45:00.004+08:00

Community cleaning with the cell group was better than i anticipated :)

Everyone really put in effort and did their part well, i was so glad that this happened. Proud of my lovely cell members who went the extra mile to do each detail well. And of course i did too! Made the wall shiny & floor clean ( in case most people thought i was such a missy, HAHAHA!)

Headed to Dhoby Ghaut followed by Holland V with Sis and Debbie + 2am Dessert Bar. The fellowship was amazing & we had lots to share which i really enjoyed. A new experience & different perspectives put together though mine & Debbie's are pretty similar!

P.S inside joke, HAHA.

Tomorrow's youth anniversary and i am really excited man!

Beachwear Love.

2010-07-23T23:38:00.004+08:00

Meet up with Adeline was great <3

Did a pretty fare bit of catching up with her and we chilled at The Cathay's Astons. Feels like a pretty long while since we talked for hours. Talking followed by walking and we went to buy some stuff, shop as usual but no loots.

And Yes Adeline's damn kind she's helping me to buy over one pack of film hopefully but anyway i still want to sell one pack of film because i over ordered and my godbro has bought me two packs, so yes.

Selling Hello Kitty/ Pooh/ Princess instax film @ $15! Contact me if you want to buy.

Email me @ beliciacherry@hotmail.com

Tomorrow is the community cleaning day & Sunday is Youth Anni, excited much.

2010-07-22T00:48:00.002+08:00

It's been really long since i've scolded anyone on this space.

But i seriously can't take it anymore.

Can you have self-limits and some sort of dignity. I really hate to say this but you're really going overboard. Stop trying so hard, it'll never work if you continue being so despicable. Have some sort of respect for everyone, and most of your yourself. Do yourself this favor, start respecting yourself.

Good week ahead, hopefully? :)I'm pretty sure about it.

2010-07-19T23:48:00.008+08:00

Swensens @ Viv0
My new polaroids- one from mummy and two from her godson :)
My foodie; Cajun Chicken & buffet salad bar (which i didn't capture)
Yes, we look pretty retarded in formal sitting at some floor ourside the monorail playing Monopoly Deal :/
Ben, Lionel, Jaccie & I!
Kamy's double cheeseburger; bigger than Carl's Junior i swear
Jovy, Me, Jac and Kamy! :)
Class Girls :D
And the class guys!
with their crazy stunts
My ILR groupie :D not for FEM though
My groupie! :)
Jaccccie :D

Kamy!
Keith!
Kay Hwa the 22 year-old who has gone through all education of life.

Doing our poster!

Here you go Raylene, PICTURES!
The cookie MON or rather the SUSHI MON.

Yummy!
Real candid shot Raylene took :)

Hello there!

I love taking pictures

The last week ended really well, all things turned for the better.

Sunday was well spent with my big BCM family, the people i grew up with whom which will always have a special place in my heart, the brotherly-sisterly love we have is irreplacable & yes, there'll be no other friendships as platonic as this. Love you guys ttm.

Simple dinner, simple fellowship made everything seem so right :)

Today was the big day, FEM presentation. I don't know how we fared but its alright since we have come this far.

Thank you groupies- Keith, Kamy & KayHwa ( though we are the slackest group)

Monopoly deal is our new favorite game & we had Swensens as a partial class. Played the game thereafter & i had fun!

I am ending at 11 everyday :( at least on most days except tuesdays and wednesdays at 1. That is so freaking early and i am sad because its real boring. Whoever is so free at 11am in the morning please ask me out. HAHA i sound pathetic but most of my dear friends only end in the afternoon or late noon. SAD.

I've the mood to update my blog now.

2 weeks to the "Holidays" !!!

2010-07-17T22:14:00.005+08:00

School has been rather slack of late :)

I've been going to school from 9-11. But that sucks because its too early and there's no one to keep me company, thank God for classmates and monopoly deal!

Sakae Sushi was great but me and Raylene were not as power as we thought we could be. Studying, and sent lebbillie off, don't miss me!

Meetup with Gfs were bitchy and i love bitchy.

Marche, yami yoghurt, mee sua and tori Q were yummy.

This two weeks were tiring. But after this week things will be easy :) I can't wait for my holidays and Cambodia because i am sure it'll be fun. I have no plans this saturday after the cleaning thing for church.

Igloooooooooooooooooooo.

Over-material possession is rather unhealthy but i love it

2010-07-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

Thank God, it has seriously been the bestest week for me.

I've been feeling really down after my itouch spoilt last two weeks, guilt, sadness and so many other negative feelings but this week when my mum got me a camera i felt alot better and today came as a complete shock and i was totally astounded.

I FREAKING GOT MY SECOND BIRTHDAY GIFT AND ITS ALSO AN ITOUCH.

I can't believe this seriously. But yes, from my godbrother. He's so kind man.

Thank God Thank God!!!!!

I'm not trying to show off or something but it just came as a complete shock. seriously stunned. but of course, i really treasure the old one, meaning and all and my first touch so i will definitely get it repaired, it is a must.

2010-07-10T00:22:00.005+08:00

Some overdue photos :)

Reality check, piling project submission and test next week.

I'd pull through that shit, hopefully.

Doing project with Keith, KayHwa and Kamy is indeed efficient. I had a really fun time doing all the crappy artwork, which turned out really well i must say. And their jokes were funny. Like how we had "Hellos Panda" and some crap ass stuff that made doing project a whole lot better.

Of course, project with the guys and Jac was cool too, and today's the dateline. Entertaining bunch of classmates.

Cell was great, i love how the word encourages me alot to press on in my christian walk or push myself a step further. And the excitement just kicks in when people are willing to share and build each other up. I really love it, am enjoying cell a whole lot now and i am pretty much sure that we share the same sentiments, Thank you God. Indeed His plans are always greater than our plans.

I can't wait for prayer group session, want to get that fire in me burning.

2010-07-07T22:40:00.002+08:00

Life has been kind to me :)

Wonderful feeling you get when everything falls into place, i just convinced my mummy to get me a polaroid camera after thinking about it the whole morning and my new baby is pink! I go it like less than an hour ago, yay! Love my parents, and i told her about my itouch and she just told me to get a new one,but she's not paying like Duh. So sad, if only i was rich.

Going to watch soccer with the guys laterrr! The match's at 230, i am so excited. This cannot be missed seriously. I can't wait, i can't wait. Shit, i am hooked unto world cup. Germany vs Spain, please do your bestest Germany! I am pining my hopes on you.

Marshmallows, popcorn and cheering!

Meeting my gffs tomorrow :) Love weekly meetups!

and of course my date for next week with Raylene, shopping, camwhoring, studying and eating! all in a day, i can't wait! <3

Level 30 chicken wings from Sunset Way is no joke

2010-07-03T02:13:00.007+08:00

Esaint perspiring from the spiciness
Level 3
Kel's attempt at tackling the wings
blood shot eyes
taking it cool
Give it a shot!
Level 30; chilli smokin' hot
Hey there,
hey guys,
Sunset grill and pub :D
Jiacai,Xuanliang and Nicholas
A picture i took with the blind birthday boy and Jiacai
:)
The guys :)
Nice place

Celebrated Kelvin's eighteen with a carebear cake just like in the good ole days, like kids we were so excited about lighting the candles on the cake and all and we bused before cabbing into Sunset Way, it was a thrilling experience.

We blindfolded Kelvin and he had to eat the level 30 wing which is the spiciest shit ever, seriously. And he finished two wings. He's the man, period. It was real shit and we all took level 3 and found it rather spicy and he took 10times of that. Esaint tried one wing and he was suffering real bad. I took a mouth of it and oh, i promise never to touch that thing ever. But i got the initial kick out of it, but not when the hotness and pain sets in.

Anyway, we had a lot of fun playing and taking videos of our retarded reactions :) Enjoyable short dinner followed by World Cup at Leb's house with Debbie, Joshua,Joylyn and Aaron. It was cool watching it together in anticipation.

Like i mentioned, i am not a major fan of world cup but for Brazil to lose was simply :( Because there's my beloved Kaka and they definitely deserved better. Damn.

On a lighter note however, i met Laureen on tuesday and she treated me to lunch, thanks mentor!

We had a real great time spamming photos and catching up man, it was like good. And when we left The handburger and were about to hit Heeren to take photos, i realised. Goodness gracious, my camera is gone so we rushed back, thankfully it was there or my life would be over.

She's going oversea soon for 5 months, i will miss you mentor!

2010-07-01T23:02:00.006+08:00

Love you babe! :)
Happy us.
and some of our crazy antics!
with Nadine, tim's gf :)
unglam shots?
bottoms up.

Edmund, Raylene, me, Ruben
The nice shot i took for them,
and the crazy people in the car, they look like they're on a roller coaster
Blue O.
Sweet couple, picture credit to myself :))
with tim and faruq, and of course Nadine
Timmy and Faruqie.
:)
My card that she left at Timbre :(
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P.S my lumix is real lousy when it is compared with Tim's cannon DSLR :( great disparity. inferior.

Met up with my dearest girlfriends today after like such a long time! Got my sweet present from Raylene as well, i love the photo frame babe! Thank you :)

Had a real short lunch with Raylene, Sixuan and Keith and it was real funny how we tricked Sixuan that Keith was Zach, inside joke.

Caught up with Brina and Sixuan and finally updated each other on our lives and all! Had a real good time and time just flies when you are having fun <3

Met a few weird Mrt incidents this week and all :/

This week has been rather happening, there's still two parties to look forward to! Excited much.

2010-06-30T21:08:00.002+08:00

Where do i begin updating :)

It's been a rather busy week and i have tonnes to say but i don't know where to start from.

i wouldn't wanna remember thursday, the fateful day that my itouch touched rainwater and died on me when i downloaded like hell lots of aps :(

Alright, let me begin from friday than, marina barrage with groupie to do some project and than we had cell. Had fun for both activities ! i love cell now as mentioned.

saturday was pretty cool as i finally got to meet up with my beloved friends whom i am unable to meet for quite some time. they celebrated raylene and my birthday at timbre and we had a great time just chilling. we had really intended to pay but they didn't allow and insisted on treating us, aw so touched.

Ruben drove us to tim's house to watch Shutter but the three of us (ruben, samantha and i) were so freaked out so we decided to watch some lame show in tim's study room. It was pretty funny screaming at the gory parts of the show and it seemed like we were watching a horror show too.

Sunday church was good with the speaker and we had buffet dinner at Roxy Mecure, mama mia. It was one of the best ones i have been to and audrey came too, it was so much fun!

randomly, the train has always some weird people.

2010-06-28T00:40:00.002+08:00

cell games last week!
family :)

Awesome cell, grown from disliking to accepting to liking to loving my cell :)

Have had alot of fun with this bunch of lovely people, thanks for the chocolates and cards, really appreciate them man!

shall update in bits and pieces !

2010-06-25T23:28:00.009+08:00

Jeanette Yee :)
Girls!

I need to do some proper updates on my life :)

Where do i begin when there's an entire list? I shall begin with my birthday celebration though it is a little overdue.

The seventeenth was great and i had such a good time, marche was cool ttm (though it was not my first experience at it) and i enjoyed the bitchy and bimbotic movie She's out of my league. Loved it, totally my type of movie. Life's good when there's a cake, good presents and good company.

Eighteenth was a simple celebration with four bars of chocolates and a few sweet notes that made me smile :) Followed by an ice-cream cake by my sweet family and of course, great company again. Enjoyed the whole time of Killer bunnies and Monopoly.

Nineteenth was spent with my beloved gffs, Jabbss <3>

It was such a good time catching up and i missed all the times we spent together, i was really looking forward to it, a simple movie, nice dinner, desserts, chilling with the wonderful bunch. You girls have a special place in my heart. Thank you so much.

Twentieth to twenty-third was the bomb! Church camp was simply amazing! Everything.

Got surprised and tricked for the very first time in my life by my very awesome bunch of sweet dear sisters whom really scared the guts out of me, when i got back to the hotel room, our room looked like it had been ransacked a little, the blinds were not drawn, sofa seats disturbed but i didn't think much of it, till Audrey "received" a call that claimed that my passport was found by someone and left at the lobby, i thought it was a prank but when i checked the safe it was really gone so we rushed like mad to the lobby and i was so frightened, and taadaa the song came on with the cake !:)

I was so touched,really sweets! The cake was picked by me, which i didn't even know and i got my present havianas and a scrapbook from them! THANKYOU so much! The next day i was surprised again by them with a doughnut and hairband, you girls really made my day! :D

LOVE YOU ALL!

Anyway, the camp was so awesome. Services were good, God moved so strongly, inspiring stories from everyone, great bonding with the new groupies and my group won ! Had so much fun at the games, great job done in organizing the youth activities committee!

I am so looking forward to a new experience with God in my life, its time for a revival and i pray this will last! I hope we can really have a prayer group :)

Yay, going to meet Raylene and the rest tomorrow!

2010-06-24T23:43:00.004+08:00

Time for updates!

My life has been so busy for the past couple of weeks, taiwan, birthday and church camp, the best few weeks of this year!

Few pictures for now, i need my precious sleep :)

2010-06-17T01:26:00.001+08:00

the mood is kicking in, though turning old isn't the thing worth celebrating but i've just gotten my best surprise ever and the excitement is pumping in.

awesome shit <333

2010-06-16T23:03:00.002+08:00

~~this birthday feels so wrong, nothing, not yet near happy.~~

2010-06-14T12:14:00.009+08:00

I'm waiting to check out of the beautiful hotel now :(

So sad because this place is so nice,away from the city although there is no shopping, its up on a hilltop where life is so peaceful, there is a hot spring, gym, table tennis, spa and a place called Spa world which is so cool! But the saddest thing is that i didn't bring my bikini and left it at the dumb hotel back there where we would be heading to tonight.

It would be shopping for souvenirs day but i guess i have no time to shop for many people so i'll just buy stuffs for people that i am closer to :)

Tomorrow would be the last day of shopping as we'll be heading back to Sg the next day and we would be leaving so early :(

Oh and the weather is so cold here, pretty lovely! But i brought all the wrong clothes mainly shorts, and the picture are taken with our new cammy,lumix.

Shopping in Taiwan is better than GSS :)

2010-06-13T16:41:00.005+08:00

Things are going awesome here!

Day 1 was entirely not-so-up to my expectations because it was tiring, there was no good shopping and food and i was kind of disappointed but the following day compensated everything man! Had a fantastic day of shopping at some area where i bought pretty much stuff! :) SO excited man and we had dinner at some night market where we feasted like crazy, the food is great but i think i overate till i am getting some tummy aches sadly.

Day 3-yesterday was cool shit too because although the morning part was a little of a flop, where we visited Taipei 101, a boring branded place it was 89 levels and yes, thats the big deal. The evening was fantastic though, another night market and there was food and shopping! I love it but i miss Sg too though and the things that sucked about Riverview hotel is that there has been no internet and i am only getting access here for tonight cause we're staying at this terrific wonderful fantastic amazing hotel today which is so huge and there's a hot spring in the room as well, only for tonight i'll get my access to the net but its so awesome in this hotel! :(

alright i am off to enjoying myself in this room :)

2010-06-09T00:49:00.002+08:00

I hate it when outsiders, especially people that i am rather unrelated to gives shit about me and tries to poke their nose into my affairs because you know shit about me and you ought not to give shit about me, so please do yourself and i a favor, leave me alone and get off my back.

I realise my posts have been pretty fierce as of late, but i can't help it when people piss me off its like mind your own business, thanks.

Flying on thursday and i am so excited about summer shopping, hopefully things will be dirt cheap! :) That should be the case, i am so going crazy about shopping as i haven't shopped in ages! Yayyy.

Raylene's chalet was good, only tim faruq and i went though but still it was cool, bbq food, playground, card games and photo spamming. pictures later!

2010-06-06T01:20:00.002+08:00

I am anticipating Taiwan like mad :)

It's been like ages since i travelled, (alright forgetting last year's Bangkok trip). But this time, its a week! I can't wait to upload tonnes of pictures, which is something i haven't been doing for quite some time and i feel empty, like memories are fading away without me taking them down. I want my life to be recorded, every single bit of them.

Tomorrow is going to be like any other day besides Raylene's chalet. It's like her family chalet but we're invited and i hope we'll have some fun. It'll be our first chalet together! I am excited because its not at the boring downtown east but tanah merah country club.

Visited Raylene with Nicholas today and she had Macs while we had a major feast after she left with Nasi Lemak & Dok Pok Ki. Shopping but with no loots, because they'll come after the Taiwan trip, i need more kachings man.

2010-06-05T02:18:00.002+08:00

KILLERS was awesome :) mpl

I liked how exciting everthing was and tomyam made my day better! Town tomorrow and next week is going to be so so so good. Still contemplating if i should bring my laptop to taiwan next week! or not i'll be unable to contact anyone for a week :(

2010-05-29T00:42:00.005+08:00

Life today wouldn't have gotten worse? GSS kills.

I quit. It was hell today, true colors uncovered. Masked faces revealed. Welcome to the real world, where everyone unleashes the evil side.

I hate Singapore and Singaporean(s) man, sometimes i wonder why am i trapped in this country? The culture is worthless, the people are kiasu, ungracious, rude, flustered, annoying and alot more. Obviously, i am not concluding the entire nation but seriously, sad to say, the majority is. I wish i lived elsewhere where people are kinder, nicer, more gracious. The world will be a better place, and yea people are going to give me the " It begins from you" kind-of-thing. But in this dog-eat-dog world, what are we looking at seriously?

I think i have this major issue about clicking with people who are not my type nor my age. And it seems like whenever i work, i am bound to encounter some kind of naggy, mean, sucky, annoying bitchy old hags who have to nag at me and fault me. Come on bitches, this is the 20th century, cut the crap about your seniority alright.

Don't nag please don't. It annoys me like crazy. Don't flaunt your age. Anyway i had this bitch coming into the storeroom and bossing her way around telling me in a sickening cheena manner " how am i supposed to take my goods with you blocking my way " Hello woman, or rather old lady, will it hurt to speak in a cultured manner and not go oi oi oi when you first see someone? Speak about experience and whatsoever not. Such a rude bitch. And than the second time she came in to give me a mini lecture about life and she was teaching me about how to be a person? Thanks thanks i appreciate it but more so if you would just STHU alright?

You would be doing the world a big favor. And than she goes around acting pitiful and make it seem like i am the one faulting her. Wow, seriously what substance is she made of? enough about her. today was real rough and i had constant scoldings from customers and my boss almost everyone. Sucks big time, major problem with the training system. I quit quit quit.

Had enough of that for now :)

On a lighter note, I'm really happy to have awesome friends! :D Dinner with gfs was awesomeness, relieved stress, rantings and all <3

Dinner with clique + Jus + Edmund + Leticia yesterday was cool :) :) :)

Sorry for the extremely offensive post, but its your prerogative.

2010-05-23T02:13:00.005+08:00

This week felt pretty short because it has been so hectic. Life hasn't been too much of a bitch to me but i think in the coming week, it'll probably be.

Had quite alot of fun recently though i didn't see much of the clique but well, maybe its time for me to be independent and learn to survive more on my own. Random lunches with Jovy and gang, project at Ky's house, classes with keith's blackberry (yay, i am so addicted to brickbreaker), and i saw najib, darren and friend during work! Been pretty cool :)

I think schooling at sentosa is like a once-in-the-lifetime opportunity and so i am going to make the best out of it.

Other than that, shopping with raylene was cool on one of the days, i love how we never ever set our eyes upon the same thing and how we can find the things each other like ugly but still get it nevertheless. I miss you babe!

Meetup with girlfriends, did a little bit of catching up and planning for birthdays. I can't wait man, still contemplating if i should have a mass party, but its so troublesome. :)

Tomorrow's my sissy's birthday! Happy sixteeen!

2010-05-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

I think this is a real test of my time management.

Juggling work,church,cell,friends school, projects, datelines and tests are no joke, seriously. It's been so taxing on me that my body feels like it is going to give way anytime soon :(

And i seriously have no time for myself and needless to say, time to do what i like. Having my own space, breathing my air.

This sucks big time but I'm sure i will overcome it.

Right now i need some support, love and care.

So please, do not piss me off these couple of days or life is seriously over for you.

Sentosa is really super duper fun with lots of nice people but perhaps thats causing the strain on me and taking my energy away.

The Zoo, WFN's EP launch and Singapore's Arts festival; all in a week

2010-05-12T17:13:00.007+08:00

The past week has been great yet exhausting! But it was much fun with the many activities all cramped up in a week, that explains why i haven't been updating. It's tiring man.

Nevertheless, zoo was cool with my new groupie, Kay Hwa, Keith and Kamy :) What a project group but i think we're pretty good like that.

WFN was awesome, i think it was like really good man and the songs they did were superb, the 15bucks were worth the money. Chill out heart-to-heart talks with Raylene, Tim and Faruq till 1plus was thumbs-up, yes. It took me this long to open up :/ :S

But i think that really showed up a different side of us, beside the crap we usually talk about.

ArtsFestival yesterday, i loved the fireballs in the park and we walked to empress street which was not that far, tiring though and i was late, again.

I need strength from God for the week ahead.

Schooling and working killsss

2010-05-10T22:24:00.005+08:00

Had simple fare at Hilltop's Indonesian restaurant during the weekend, glad to say, my family has or is beginning to cut down on buffets because the rate we eat, it is seriously freaky. Always happy to spend family time over a simple dinner where we can all share and talk :) Enjoyed it pretty much, because its always a special time whereby no matter how tired, upset or distraught we feel, things seem to work out when we all spend time in fellowship. Even more so, its Mothers' day and i am so grateful to my mummy who has brought me up over the years, and so many times i have disappointed her or threw tantrums but she never gave up on loving me.

Pastor Moses sermon last week was fantastic, he shared many stories about a mother's great love which i am going to share two.

First one, is illustrated in this comic found on someone's tumblr.

The main thing was that this child and mother were found in an earthquake and the mum was dead but under her, her child was still sleeping sweetly and she typed a message in her phone, mainly saying, "My precious and sweet child, if you can survive,always remember that i love you." (in more exact terms).

I never fail to tear when i read this, because it speaks so much about the mum's love for her child that even on her deathbed, she thinks of her child.

The second one is about this tradition in a village where you abandon your parents who are old and leave them in a forest, and there was this son who brought his mother into the woods to abandon her as she was getting on in age but along the path, she kept dropping twigs. And the son was exasperated, and asked her"Are you doing this so that you can find your way back?"

But her answer simply was, "No my son, I was worried that you might lose your way on the journey back".

Despite the mother knowing that her son was going to abandon her, she still loved him and showed a exceptional demonstration of perfect love.

I am going to end my post here, so please do start appreciating your mothers!

2010-05-08T10:56:00.002+08:00

Went over to Lynn's house :) It was fun! :) Girls talk plus Wii!

Mixdown

2010-05-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

This is going to be a fairly wordy post.

I've learnt alot through these couple of weeks which i felt are meaningful lessons that cannot be be bought.

First and foremost, the passing on of a friend. Someone whom i have crossed paths with but isn't exactly close to.

Its only through death that we learn or remember, that someone has actually has actually been in our lives before.

Its only then, when we start to remember to start treasuring each moment.

It is only then, when we know that life is unpredictable.

It is only then, when we start to see things from a different perspective.

Isn't that pathetic? But all i can say is that this is part and parcel of life, when we start to grow old and grow up. There can be all the words of consolation in the world, but i know that nothing else needs to be said, not even RIP. For i know that he's in a much more wonderful place, heaven.

Its a pity, its something really shocking and upsetting but its something that also make us realise, stop and think. Do we need such things to happen before we begin regretting, i guess not. This will always serve as a constant reminder, Our life is only lived once.

Nic told me this story about this actor, which i find very interesting.

He's really rich and when asked why he would rather spend his wealth so freely on the people around him rather than keeping it all to himself, he said something along this line,

What's the point of keeping all the riches to myself and not sharing it and enjoying with the people i love? At the very least, when i pass on, there will be those who remember me, not as the rich one, or the one with lots of wealth but the one who gave me this watch, or house or whatsoever and this will live in the hearts of the people.

Last but not least, a very interesting conversation with Jac on the way home. I asked about her salary and she told me a figure. What was more interesting was that when i asked how did she spend her money, she told me that she gave 80% of her earnings back to her parents. I was really impressed and asked about the underlying reason and her answer was simple,

We do not know how much time do we have to give back to our parents so isn't it only right that we start doing so before we regret when we do not have the chance to?

Struck me real hard.

Life's like this, i guess its time to start reflecting on really, what are we doing in our lives?

2010-05-03T23:35:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday :)

alot to say but i am so tired.

2010-04-28T01:25:00.001+08:00

School is so tiring, work to add on to the shit but thank God for awesome friends, Raylene sprung out to visit me and accompany me for the break while Jeanette and Adeline popped by with a muffin to brighten my day :) Love you girls !

2010-04-25T02:43:00.004+08:00

Celebrated Daddy's 50th birthday at the cafe, wonderful spread of food, i love fine dining.

Had a good time catching up with everyone.

The youth gathering was really cool, didn't expect it to turn out fun but it was pretty nice and i enjoyed myself, 365 was really good. Had Chomps for supper and FroYo after that, the girls there are bitchy man. But seriously who cares about them.

Had a little fellowship with the girls

Aaron sent us home, thanks! :)

Jeanette turns eighteen !

2010-04-23T01:27:00.009+08:00

Legal :)

Firehouse on the house

Integrity maties
The birthday girl

StacyChiamHY
Adeline going crazy!

Nice backdrop we have there
Brina!
Sixuan!

Of course, a shot with the birthday girl is one of the top on the to-do

JABBSS :)
<3

Jeanette Yee! Hope you enjoyed the simple dinner, though it was not a major celebration but its the company that counts right? :)

As mentioned, we had a dinner at Swensens and the place was extremely crowded and someone was like mentioning," Since when did Swensens become the in thing?"

There were seriously mountains of people. But we had an awesome time over dinner, catching up and just being there with them made me feel happy because its been a long while since we actually sat down and spend time altogether, friendships that do actually last for 6years. I guess everyone taking their time out shows effort in maintaining this whole thing and keeping it going.

I'm glad i found such friends, had a fun time taking many photos at the playground. Old school.

And i just realised that i love to spam posts at a shot, like flood my blog with pictures at certain periods of time, and its daddy's 50th birthday today, 23 april! I can't wait for his celebration because i know its going to be so cool. I can't believe he has experienced half a century.

Birthdays festive season <3